This blog is about the many hats I wear. I'm a pastors wife, mom of a large family, adoptive parent and I'm raising two children with special needs. It's purpose is to share about these different aspects of my life and how they work together. All the while keeping friends and family
updated and a mothers heart reflective with the story telling...
Well... we're entering our next big adventure and I've got a new story to tell.
Another side of Amy, if you will.
Church planters wife.
This is story much larger than
me, but it's from my perspective. So let me go back a little ways.
Jake has been in ministry for almost as long as we've been
together. What started as a passion to be discipled and to know God more, turned
into a mentorship with our pastor and volunteering with the Jr High kids. Just
before we got married, that grew into part time youth ministry (and part time
still working at the steel plant). As our little family grew, that became full
time youth ministry and ordination. And Youth Pastor over Jr High eventually
turned into Jr and Sr High Youth Pastor and ministry head over the Youth
Department. Then pouring into and discipling friends and youth volunteers
turned into passing all of it to new Jr and Sr High youth leaders and taking on
a new roll of Associate Pastor. (Just before our own oldest daughter started Jr
High. Talk about full circle.)
When that kind of personal growth happens simultaneously
with a church that grew from 200 people in a school gym to thousands of people
on a 150 acre campus, you learn a lot along the way.
And at some point along that journey, The Lord started
stirring. Jake began preaching for our senior pastor when he had to be gone.
The congregation got to hear what I'd been listening to in youth group for
years. A man who has a gentle but fierce heart for The Lord and people. And God
started stirring a passion and vision in Jake. I didn't know what it would look
like or when it would happen but I knew God was stirring Jakes heart for a
specific purpose.
My husband has a gift to teach God's Word. And believes in
his core that Jesus called his followers to make more followers. And I'm not
just talking about having children-- although we clearly believe in that too.
;) Jake has a passion and gift for discipleship. His heartbeat is to love
people well, to make disciples and to teach them to make disciples. All through
the vehicle of community and doing real life together.
The last two years have been a wild roller coaster of
hearing and not hearing from God, knowing He's calling us out but not sure of
what or where specifically, and then a flood of open doors, connections and
confirmations. To tell all the details of the last two years and how the Lord
called us would be to write a memoir. And some of it is deeply personal. But
the Lord is so good. Though we couldn't always see it, He's been busy working,
redeeming, pruning, growing and preparing.
But the outcome of our journey is really the beginning of a
new one.
God has called us to plant a church in Knoxville.
Whew, it's still surreal to say!!
And He's not just calling us. The friends He's called to go
with us... are so much more than friends. They're our people, our community.
They're who we do life with. And our passion is the same. To love God and love
others, to obey whatever The Lord calls us to do and to go where He tells us to
go. And we truly can't wait to see who joins us along the way.
People usually have the same questions, so I'm going to try to address each of them here.
"Why Knoxville?" Well because the Lord said so. :) Jake loves ministering to college kids. And the Lord gave us a vision to plant a church that eventually plants more churches. A college town is a great place to do that, so that's what first brought Knoxville onto the radar. And there have been lots of connections and relationships there. The Lord randomly bringing people across our path... the stories are incredible. Stuff only God can do. And remember that Jake was in youth ministry for years and some of the kids he had went on to UT. The more we prayed and investigated, the more it became evident that the Lord was speaking loud and clear. It's time to take Grace Chapel to Knoxville.
The next big question is, "when?" And that
depends on how quickly The Lord moves this process along. Jake has already
begun making trips out there to get the ball rolling: following up on connections the Lord has already made,
building relationships, and eventually getting some small groups started. (I could cry right now at the
goodness of the Lord bringing new people across our path and opening doors.) It was announced to our church this morning and our house goes on the market Wednesday. But each and every step we're committed to seek The Lord
and ask Him what's next. This is His thing not ours.
For me personally, people always ask, "how are the
kids?" Our 4 youngest don't seem to be affected by it much at all. Their
closest friends are in the families that are going with us (again, we do life
together) so that helps a lot. And they think a new house sounds like an
adventure. Micah and Abby will of course take some adjusting to a new school,
but I'm confident that God with supply all their needs according to His riches
and glory. :)
Emily is a very go-with-the-flow kiddo and she's taking it
all in, focusing on the good. Her best friend moved away several years ago and
they still keep in contact so I don't think she has much anxiety about moving
away from her friends. Again, one of her closest friends now is going with us
as well.
Ashley has been so mature processing it all. It'll be
hardest on her, being 12, but she's always known that we go where God calls us
and we take nothing for granted. Many of her questions, I have to answer with,
"we'll have to trust God for that." And because she's been around the
longest, so to speak, she's seen God provide for our family over and over again
through the years. I think this will be an opportunity for her faith to be
stretched as well.
The current plan is that we will homeschool Ashley, Emily,
Mabry and Kate. Unless The Lord shows us otherwise. And I'm walking forward
with open hands in that.
We're looking at west Knoxville. You see, Jake. loves. water. If he could chose anywhere to live, it would be on the water. And God is so good... As he was praying about rather or not the Lord was calling us to Knoxville, he realized that the Tennessee River and Fort Loudon Lake run right through the area where He's opening doors. And for
me, still being in the Tennessee hills makes me feel right at home. (So note: don't be afraid to ask God for things. Sometimes He calls you to make big sacrifices while simultaneously filling the desires of your heart.)
Its a bittersweet transition for me. I've lived in Spring Hill for 18 years (with the exception of our first married year in Franklin). I went to youth group in Thompsons Station, prom at Page and Spring Hill High, and graduated here with my homeschool class. I met my husband here, this is where we dated, where he proposed and we got married in Cool Springs. I birthed all 5 of my babies in Williamson Medical and this is where we brought Micah home. Both of our only 2 homes are in Spring Hill. This is home.
Except this isn't our home. Knoxville won't be our home either. Our home is in heaven. This life isn't about setting up camp, its about living for something greater than ourselves. Its about living for Jesus. And He called us to make disciples. He said that people would know His disciples by their love for one another. Home is where we are loving people, reaching the lost and making disciples.
My dream home is up on hill, with a perfect view of the mountains, a lake in the valley, a big front porch, all hardwood floors, clawfoot tub in my bathroom and a screened in porch in the back. ;) I have no doubt that's what the Lord is working on for me in heaven. And if I get a little taste of that on earth, awesome. But until He comes, there's work to be done. People need the hands and feet of Jesus to walk with them through their mess. I need people to walk with me through my mess! My kids need to be discipled themselves and my husband needs me to be supportive of his/our ministry.
This next life adventure isn't going to be easy. Its probably going to be really really hard. I'm not always going to be up for the challenge. Some days I'm going to loose it and cry in my room for a while. I know this because we've been on adventures before. Not church planting specifically, but... we've seen our share of challenge. But God is faithful to His Word and when He calls (or allows) us to walk through something, He sustains us through it.
In Gods economy, the hard road is so much better than the easy one. It produces fruit in and around us and it Glorifies Him. What more could you ask for?
There's so much more I could say, but that covers most the update
from the perspective of our family life. I will update my blog more, now that
this is official and I have the freedom to do so. And you can follow the church updates at www.gracechapelknoxville.net
For now, some prayer points for our family specifically:
~For a smooth transition for the kids
~That the Lord would be in every detail of selling our house
~That we would find just the right house in just the right
area of Knoxville
~Stamina for Jake as he travels back and forth until we're
there
~Wisdom as we look at schools for Micah and Abby
Thank you, precious friends and family who have loved us so well, for your prayers as begin this journey. To Jesus be the Glory.
